stop sign

done with you!

2005-12-30T05:38:53Z

ok im done with this journal and bout time!

so yeah add this one :0)

luvxisxsuicide @ 2005-12-23T19:54:00

2005-12-24T00:57:36Z

since more than half of the population of israel doesn't celebrate christmas this will not be a "merry xmas" entry instead it will be

and random

oh shit pictures.

2005-12-14T20:59:14Z

heeeeyyy

lookie its christian are star player ;0)

the new couple in town

que lindas

and look who was there

all alone...

the many faces of the students who have germain 1st per

yo wtf! those the answers for hammontrees exam

o she does

la enemiga ( the enemy) :0)

its a grillin "who"

the ghetto bohemith which laughs at me (damn you!!!!)

yeah you know it.

if u think were going to be spitting in ur food one day ur probably rite

gios a crack head

oh ah

2005-12-08T01:59:09Z

oh shit kids!

4 months

lily is on a rolllllll

:0)

tick tock

2005-11-08T21:13:53Z

YESTERDAY-->was 3 months<3

it was also first time me and lisa chilled in awhile

alll and all she still managed to call her man

and so did i

and this is the picture that describes are relationships with our significant others

randomness took place

wtf?

her pretty pic

my pretty picture

the pic that describes our friendship better than we can

and this is the boy

that makes me go like this ;0)

fuck i hold ur hand

2005-10-05T23:51:49Z

because i can ...
new s/n --> chaos shipper
bitches add it :0)

gangstasssss

2005-09-22T01:42:04Z

SupedUpCivic5459: your life gets flipped turned upside down
SupedUpCivic5459: hehe
SupedUpCivic5459: fresh prince
i hold ur hand: and id like to take a second
i hold ur hand: to sit right here and tell u how...
SupedUpCivic5459: and tell you how i became the prince of a town called bel air

hahahh boredom

luvxisxsuicide @ 2005-09-19T19:36:00

2005-09-19T23:41:10Z

this is the kind of thing that makes me smile :0)

now if u dont lyk this then ur just fucked up lol

whats this more pictures?

2005-09-16T19:45:52Z

nestor givng yeah i got a fake smile on look

and this made me go "awwww" :0)

nestor giving the sexy look

watch the transitions

are you watching the transitions?

yeah cant fuck with this

yeah we won

and lookie it ingrid and lisa!

"i dont want the world to see me cuz i dont think theyd understand"

2004-09-25T13:35:01Z

Hurricane jeanne is like the fourth or fifth fucking hurricane to hit us this year!!!!!!ERRRRRRRRRR im seriously startin to hate hurricanes.One year there wasnt even one hurricane tropical storm or tr opical depression and now the year 2004 were bout to have fucking earth quakes!*world shaking ahhhhhh floors cracking ahhh*Dyed my hair wit red highlights ,lisa and adrian broke up,last time i heard adri was buying dope shirt,um,got in a fight wit mike cuz he just naturally retarded.(adri guess whos back back again guess whos back back again *drum roll please*.....G-R-E-T-C-H-E-N!lOl)well couldnt go to my godmothers house they were gonna have like sum family bullshit for me since they cant see me on my bday which is in 3 days.Another hurricane more fights with stuff like "oh looks like this hurricane and the nx ur gonna spend alone wit the kids blah blah"shit w/e dont give a fuck.Jrotc yesterday we went rock climbing.Couldnt xactly make it to the top i started laughing look down and just plummeted my way down.Ooooo i like my creative writing class were writing jus tstories bout anytihng ,anything at all.You would think it be easy,but its not but i like it like that."its ur fault ur such a dumbass ur a lieing piece of shit "qoute frm the parentals Havent screamed yet,cuz im trying not to trying to be better but nx time i see a hand go up ima start screaming.Evry year around this time is just around the time thate every thing just start going hill.

luvxisxsuicide @ 2004-09-23T17:02:00

2004-09-23T21:23:20Z

yay!Today in my second per they were talkin bout sailor moon n shit it was sooo awesome but i dont really talk to ne 1 much in dat class so i just i continued jamming to my cd player.Well my compuiter is being gay so i cant put pics up....errr....fuck everytime i rember what to say i forget !!!!!Ahhhhh!Ok soooo THE FORGOTTEN comes out this weekend hopefully we can go c it looks spooky lol dork moment.ima get justine to pierce my ear sum time soon or my eyebrown or sumthin cuz i wanna it so badly n if my parents yank it off ill sue them lol.nah.Oh yeah varsity game was just wow!!!!!Nevr gonna forget my freshmen year my first game ever lol.Talkin to kathy lol a bit more <3 that grl she lil bit krazy but dat ok.So yeah this weekn hopefully i get the new greenday cd and the 311 greatest hits been wnating to get for awhile but no flow.So yeah adri has been older then me for like couple weeks but thats ok in 5 days ima catch up w/her we were planin to take our driver test things togther gots to check if she still up on it.lol.er....hav to go pay for fuckin ccd.Yeah w/e.My cellphone has been dropped officially more then 500 times... do i care ? no lol cuz it was fucking free lol.and i got insureance so mayb ill drop it one more time.nah. In Winston park i guess if u dont hav sumthin wit a motor ur like me stcuk on ur two feet all day long anythin wit wheels motor and a muffler is passing by no matter wat.lol.
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p.s. is there another fucking hurricane coming???
FLORIDE THE HURRICANE STATE (thats what we should call it)

mmm....high skool makes u think too much of.....

2004-09-23T20:03:51Z

Hey,lordie wow!!seems that every day there somthin new.Just bout all my best frends r n diffrent high skools and der all pretty much diffrent the guys think there pimps n da grls...well eh nothin really sum got doper n others well lets just say i dont really care dat much.(dont take it wrong way people) welll dam yo,high skool is a trip i dyed my hair and getting red highlights tommrow.Lol.Well tomrow rock climbing in jrotc.Yay ingrid is gonna switch to 6th per cuz she kno people der so dat dope.Oh yeah my bday is in 5 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!15!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!yeah im just chillin here getting along wit peopl theres this guy silas is weird.Like he has sum sorta disorder that mike does hes confused and to top it all off he like april lol!!!!But i dont really kno what to xcept getting my restricted.the day after my bday.

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SoOoOoOo mah niggaz!!!

2004-09-18T17:10:47Z

yay i just cant get over the fact that i can updat again i think ima cry lol!nah not really.You kno what i like bout usnset its that ur pretty much free
My interms idi sooo much better then last year not gonna say the grades cuz in sum people eyes they dont think there good but i love my grades.What else can i say?????Long time since drama in my life.Except for the fact that today my moms bday n my family we dont take things serious so someone will get offended today.OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO guess whos bday is in 10 TEN 10 TEN 10 TEN days!!!If u cant guess it then wow i admire u.lol.It mine silly buns lol!!!Yeah n like 2 hrs after i turn 15 ima go take my resticed thingy magicgy test so i can be free with an automoblie l0ol.I have been waiting for that moment in my life forEVER! (you have to say it like in the movie "sandlot" in slow motion)BLAH BLAH! O h yeah creative writing is pretty dope.Got 2 cool freidns there!!!!I got 2cool friends lol.Mikes in robert morgan (tear?)Jons getting raped in colombus.And yeah i dont really like how some people had changed in high skool sum r too uptight n shit lol but other whooooo hooooo.Oh yeah im taking out the trash in my life like if i dont feel like i need something or someone in my life ima try keep my distance,but if i feel like i sorta need ya ima do w/e i can too keeep u wow gay ,w/e hopefully will sort stuff up better.Going to stay over night at the beach so g2g byes!!!!
p.s. hi marcus srry bout the other day!

Thank god!!!!!!!!

2004-09-18T16:27:32Z

i have been a month without internet!!!!!!!!!!And now i have it back thank god but now everyone is being a computer hog!!!!!Sorry that i havent commented or nething dont take me out of friends list.Well started sunset!Game aganist varela was yesterday it was going good but of ocurse we had to loose!lol.In JROTC lol.Wow this sckool year is crazy!!But hey it pretty awesome so far.

Thank god!!!!!!!!

2004-09-18T16:27:27Z

luvxisxsuicide @ 2004-08-10T18:53:00

2004-08-10T22:56:06Z

erick failed!!!!!!!!!erick failed!!!!!erick failed !!!!!!erick failed!!!!!aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh.....

driv3er ,hard ass game

2004-08-10T20:46:34Z

Happy bday to my uncle!Im at my cuzins house eatin caca.Lol.Yo i got another number for homeroom sunset soooo complicated what else can i say.Um yesterday was in da lake rode mikes fourwheeler lol.Yay he kept his promise to me.Um,shit i forgot might go 2 flippers friday or sumthin.ight

water parks,rain,fun.

2004-08-09T01:01:45Z

Well i got bac frm orlando today.That was fun, it was weird but fun u kno?I dyed my hair orange, cool.Well its w/e hopefully it fades.Cuz it too bright.Then,um den today chilled w/mike,claud eduardo,jon n shit.It was fun.And claudia sleepin over,oh yeah n den mike told me sumthin n i had to call adri to clear shit ^.Cuz seriousaly im goin to b in da same skool w/her for the nx four years of my life.And mike leavin doesnt effect him but it effects me.So im talkin to mike,n he xplanin me shit bout his life.Bro i just didnt wanna end or start shit on a bad note (w/adri but w/e guess she didnt believe me like last time.)dios mio.lol.
skool startin in less den week.

fun fun fun

2004-08-03T21:31:38Z

Hey HEY hEy!!!tODAY was the last day of summer skool!Tear, but im still happy we b fuckin leavin in like 1 day yay!!!!!!!Well nothin new the adrian lisa n adrian r over,adri was supposed to come but she nvere called she probably just ended up chillin wit mike or sumthin else.Oh yeah talk to cesar!Great conversation,right.He might go 2 bradock but might not.My mom was thinkin bout puttin me for gifted im like "but u hate braddock"And she like oh but if it for ur education blabla.Im like nah i just wanna go sunset for now.Soo yeah later on in the years mayb switch to sumother skool but i dont think so.

well got to go<.l.i.ly.>

grounded till...?

2004-07-31T19:47:23Z

Wow this summer has no comparission to other summers.Iam stocked up on groundings.Sigh i hate this soooo much.What the fuck man?Whateever leavin thursday every1 dat goin sleepin over wednseday night were goin to blizzard beach how dope is that shit ????Too dope 120 foot drop!Well da dick head of my brother deleted the music that i had on his s/n.The boys were here yesterday pretty fun.Man what can i tell u .Oh ye i was not made for boyfriends adriana was lisa sumtimes was but no not me ,lol,eh i dont sweat it cuza me seriously i dont want one n why would i need one?Whooo hoo the ninth is two months for lisa n adrian!!!!!yay!!!Well skool is a comin n wow so much shit has happened n i havent even realized it yet well took the car for a drive around.well hopefully i can go out tonite n watch the village spooky right.

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p.s. oh yeah i hav to start takin focus factor again.

luvxisxsuicide @ 2004-07-26T14:38:00

2004-07-26T18:48:10Z

Cuz of my stupidity i dont take the bus no more n that was the best part of summer skool.Well my bday trip is almost here n i dont think adri wants to go so thats her choice,im at my dad's job lordie talkin to marucs cuz i havent in awhile.Um...my class for sunset is room 239.That history or sumthin o yeah brazil won the game yesterday it was awesome the argentians r serioulsy on sum good shit to miss some of the goals that they did.Um...wow i forgot what i had to say .OH YEAH!!!Yesterday no my bad saturday since im on lock now,we went to dolphin to drop off my bro as a "family",and we see a familiar car,turns out to b the car of the driver from the lil incident so were like "oh shit!!!"So we see him wrds r exchanged n now my dads gonna hnt him down n kill him for lieing.Yeah i kno pretty awesome,even though my dad still sucks lol.Well put a smile on people skool is almost a startin!!

i <3 u all heheh!!(im am too gay but i still <3 u )

"why is everyone in my world seem fake" or sumthin like that

2004-07-22T01:04:29Z

*called up my mama said im in love wit a stripper yo*lol dam thats old skool.Lol um well i really wanna c cinderlea story like badly,yeah sounds corny but it looks cute even though not a fan of hilary duff u kno every one lieks fairy tales some live in dem hehehe.I got a "c-" in one class and a "c" in the other n they both commented that i sleep too much w/e they xpect us to stay awake for 2 1/2 hours too mcu h for me n den they wake me up bye keshard sticking me thats sooo not cool lol but summer skool is liek a complete n tootal xperince its liek back to the future if u dont get me then lol.thats sucks.Theres all dese kids frm my past today i saw michael henao.And like all dese people frm winston park.Dam lol *watch my temper i go mentaL*even though i miss those people dis weekn i wanan chill w/ my friends that i hav NOW not bac wen i was 10.I hate this i do hsit to prove everyone wrong n in 1 split second everything changes.Er..like n its funny everything cums back at one time tear,anh no tears here im happy go lucky vevn though ne n my mother fought yesterday it all good in the hood.I have yet another scar on my face yeah lol.Aw sucks u suck.( thats to my parents im sayin that alot but just not near peole that can kill me.lol.Ukno estebon is 17!And surprisingly acts like hes 6 n den Yoabe (da one tifff liked ) is turnin 18 i swear n marin is 17 now im like oh shit !It was yesterday we were scared to move in frnt of martin n serge n franklin lol.And to think we were so lil n they were what like 15?16?And now were gonna b that age sooo dope.Oh yeah i saw greaser the other day walkin brought a tera lol naw not really just memories.lol.Dam everyday i stand outside mcmillan (to catch my bus)n everyday i realize im gone.Dam ,lolum my mind went blank once again.awww tooot toot aww beep beep awww toot toot aww beep beep (frm sister sister)"ur like a poptart ur sweeat n i ate u for breakfest lunch n dinner" Cme reinel laura n belinda made a rap lol.U c wen were supposed to b doin math were makin "raps"Dam that girl kathy woo is nasty as fuck lol.Um...o ye girl got kicked out for giving another girl wit her period tynenol skool gay as hell.Estebon almost fought today cuz of a juic or sumthin like that.Real stupid that sckool.And dne elias tells me ur goin to the movies wit me staurday im like right since wen do YOU tell ME what to do????Im goin wit my homes (hopefully)Awwww angie n humberto broke up tear....*togther forever thats how it must b to live witout u can only mean heartbrake for meeeeeeee*lol

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"ur dum ur dumb go suck a thumb"lol reinals rap

2004-07-22T00:03:08Z

Lol im jammin to bone n biggie shit i havent been on my computer n sooo long lol,these days hav jam packed saw adri went on a ride w/ her lol me esteban got along now were fighting again lol,sum old shit happn all over again.Saw mike too.Talk to mr.prince charming himself.Lol it was soo awesome ne 1 up for the movies holla at me lol (im swearing yeah i kno)Everyday it sumthin new n unxpected dam lol i almost crashed eduardos car but dam lol,this song makin me hyper,im jammin,lol,sorry,well dam hopefuly friday or sumthin we can go pic up adri n shit again lol,sum messed up shit happn w/ cesar but no swaet here.Oh yeah prince charming broke up wit his g/f so yeah that good lol i wanna scan my comics os badly on the computer,yeah class gets sooo borning n i take pics of pretty mcuh everything lol.Yeah i got a camera phone dope right yeah i kno.lol *redrum redrum* oh talk to harold today he has no love tear lol.Um...so much other shit happn just cant click it fuck!!!!I hate my memory oh yeah my fridge broke yeah everything rotted or melted nasty that why my house was smellin like old ass garbage this weekn i almost died.Ummmm when my memory cums bac ill post up the other shit thta happned.Summer skool is not a safe place.And guys r so pathetic there was this guy that sent me a note sayin 'lemme unvirignize u"im like wtf i dont kno u go away.lol.

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p.s. creppy ass people

p.s.s."i saw duck now i wanna fuck"lol another part to reinals rap stupid kid

...trying to bend the truth....

2004-07-14T18:55:58Z

Hey well dad picked me up frm skool we dropped of katy at her crib then we were off to his job,and now im here well today school was intresting cesar was n handcuffs!And yesterday,i went to mikes house trust me nothin happn i understand sumthin happnen between him n adri cuz they ARE going out!But no not me n him.Well this distance between the three of us (adri mike n me) is not coool like at all like serious one of those like messed up things wriously i dont like mike so i dont kno why adri bugs out sumtime i understand were she cummin frm but i just want my friends bac u kno dat why im letting them hav there shit u kno their privacy.Long story bout yesterday mike went to my hosue i try catchin up wit him sum krazy shit there.We went to go visit philip.Monday chilled wit lisa,fun!And well nothin else sckool is beyond out of control.Jons bday in a couple of days gonna call him up.Hopefully i can hcill wit sum friends of mine that r drifting away.(woder who lol) n if not den w/e man.In class i dooodle over EVERYTHING n i write ANYTHING.So i started wrting "erick guerra paz" n writin r.i.p. above it.lol its liek a symbol that im over him i did comics bout my past couple summers who knos wat im gonna do tommrow.lol.And since i got ms.mcqueen i write "3stooges"like everywere possible.lol n alt n i even think i wrote dsc ( dirty south crew inside joke) im like wtf???lol.I am pmsing n the weird thing is i forgot i was lol im scarin myy own self.Yesterday eric n gabriel vistied me.Hopefulyl today i get to go to gavis house since im at our dad's job may b we go lol.

well ill update later buh byesers

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p.s. longg story bout cesar n handcuffs,our busdriver is insane!

yappityyap dont talk bac

2004-07-11T14:10:35Z

*Just admit that u hav a problem n the problem is u suck*

Well got home couple hours ago shhh!!!lol!Well sum 1 frm adris cell called last night not sure if it was her or not.Buti didnt hav my cellie wit me.Im so proud of myself im like seriously more chilled out,like wen i get pissed,i dont even care bout it or do nething bout cuz im not like that pissed off as i used to get.Like nothing has been getting to me xcept like parents or sumthin.But like seriously u can try n piss me off n a foul way n it wont wrk (dont take it personally once again im not saying this n a sacrastic or non sarcastic way)like be4 i used to like get a chainsaw ready to break u n half but noooo not no more.heheh dats s start right?*cramping*Well llast night at like 200 wen everythin was goin on,i started to think bout how even though humans r technically speaking the "superior" animals in the chain.We r not diffrent frm dogs.(dont take this personal non sarcastic or sarcastic wat ima say so dont think this is towards u cuz it probably isnt unless uthink it makes sense or not)ok well u kno how dogs go n pee on everythin around them its cuz there markin their terriotry.And wen another dog goes n pees on their tree they race their ass outside to pee on dat tree sumtimes,if both dogs r outside it gets kinda crazy.Ok now look at this wen guy n a girl r togther,and a random guy start chekin out "his" girl they start actin all hard n shit n crappy shit like that,and wen a girl n a guy r togther the minutea girl shows ne sign of intrest on the guy the girl automaticll strats markin her territory like dogs do n there r other shits like that too,but i iant gonna wrtie it all down.lol well yeah i just wanted to make that clear yes we migth hav r fancy dancy glittery things we did decend frm the monkey.And to the first thing i wrote in the stars is becuz i was thought bout mayb being a psycologist and after having one i realized easyiest way to make money!But ima be diffrent,like wen the person is mopping around bout their pathetic lil life ima slap them n be like "ye bitch u do hav a problem n the problem is ur insane,nx patient"NX PATIENTS SAYS:blah blah blah. i say& slap "yeah bitch u got a problem and that is that ur one of the craziest people ive ever met,nx patient please"And the nx patient yatters on n i slap the say u hav a fuckin problem bitch and that u r a bitch!And so on lol i have my techniques.lol.But seriously once u think that the only way to get to people, cuz people aways deny thier issues,no matter what.They could know wats goin on but they still deny it.But if u b str8 n lsap them it changes everythin but i odnt think thats legal to do that as a profession.But hey w/e.Ok countdown begins 4 the BIG 1-5!Adri's is in 56 days.Mine is in :78 days.Yup were old enough to take responsbilty for our mistakes, btu not old enough to do anything else!Er...not cool...O ye if this fuckin gap doesnt close in time i might hav to wait till probably be4 decmber to take these fucking braces off!So sad lol n i was so happy to but ive grown attached to my braces.Yawn longest ive stayed awake man.While evryone is wakin up now ima go bac to sleep.

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